Friday, August 25, 2006
So I had a Doctor's appointment today and he scheduled my c-section for October 19th. Deep down inside I knew that couldn't possibly be my 38-week mark, but I really wanted it to be and so I pretended all the way home that he was right and I was wrong and I really would be delivered come mid-October. But that nagging feeling wouldn't leave me alone and when I mentioned it to Mark he confirmed my suspicions--the doctor had to be wrong. Even then I tried to convince myself that one week wasn't going to make that much of a difference and that I shouldn't worry about it. But the words of my mom's friend Birgid kept running through my head--"Tell Shana to get those babies as big as she can before they are born." And I'm smart enough to know that yes, even a week would make a huge difference for the babies. So. . . I finally gave in and called the doctor and yes, he was wrong and I was right. So he rescheduled my c-section for October 25th and dashed my high hopes into a million tiny pieces. I know it's only six days longer but yes, even six days makes a huge difference when you are pregnant, no matter how many babies you are carrying.
posted by Shana # 11:17 PM
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